welp poor noah went to go outside and his daddy went to let him in and his tail got stuck. lucky for noah, he still trusts his mama and i made him a cheeseburger- when his daddy gave him a cold one, i made him a fresh one, put cheese on it and hes laying on the couch now.
Jared also cut some of Jonahs hair and he looks silly. I loved Jonahs frily hair.
Oliver... he just eats and forgets life.
and some pretty heavy shit going on but gonna try and keep my head up.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
interviews jobs and wishes.
had an interview for peoples today. hoping it went good. really need to make some money. the point of moving into moms was not to sit around and not make any money or anything. Im not a loser. I like to think im not anyway. I cant just let my mom survive off nothing and still have 3 people and 4 pets to support. I have to help. Physically helping is not the same. I need to be able to give her some money. I feel like a burden already anyway so...
everyone thinks that jonah, my black cat, is a bitch. nah i dont think so everyone doesnt spoil him like his mama. he always has to be near me. I tell him hes a cutie and hes handsome and everything. THIS is why he doesnt attack me. No one else does this... ha.
Noah got two huge stuffed animals today. He likes to take off the ears, eyes, and noses of all of them. These literally are bigger than him.
Oliver... well lets just say he isnt one to move quickly during a storm. he waddles. Nuf said.
I really want to get a big house and have lots of pets. I doubt this will happen especially no time soon. but Im wanting to save up and move out and such. clearly i need a job first.
everyone thinks that jonah, my black cat, is a bitch. nah i dont think so everyone doesnt spoil him like his mama. he always has to be near me. I tell him hes a cutie and hes handsome and everything. THIS is why he doesnt attack me. No one else does this... ha.
Noah got two huge stuffed animals today. He likes to take off the ears, eyes, and noses of all of them. These literally are bigger than him.
Oliver... well lets just say he isnt one to move quickly during a storm. he waddles. Nuf said.
I really want to get a big house and have lots of pets. I doubt this will happen especially no time soon. but Im wanting to save up and move out and such. clearly i need a job first.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
I would just like to say...
I dont appreciate being talked down to. No one is more important/less important than me so stop acting like you are. Don't run your mouth-it will come back to haunt you and you will go to hell. Not sure what I did to deserve for people to always treat me like shit- "friends" family, whatnot. So many people have used me and I'm just done with it. Dont ask me for money, rides, a shoulder to cry on when you dont do it for me. I really think that if you want so much attention, the Mental Hospital could help you! Don't do anything to hurt yourself just go up and tell them that you wish to hurt yourself or others and they will hold you. Then think about what you've done. I wish that sometimes I could break down and bawl my eyes out over something stupid that happened years ago or something that has happened today but guess what- I don't. I just suck it up and deal with life. I sometimes think that people do things for attention and dont realize that they are hogging attention that others are in need of. While you are out crying wolf, someone else is out their ACTUALLY in need. ACTUALLY needing some attention. I feel bad for anyone who acts in this way. So really, I will pray for you and have others pray for you. I just wish I was treated the same way as I treat you.
Anywhos sick of users and sick of people who disrespect me so I think I'm gonna call it done with trying to find friends and just do my best to maintain the best ones that I have... such as Kacie Moreno and Taryn! I think these are two of the best and there will be hell to pay if you screw with them like me.
Anywhos sick of users and sick of people who disrespect me so I think I'm gonna call it done with trying to find friends and just do my best to maintain the best ones that I have... such as Kacie Moreno and Taryn! I think these are two of the best and there will be hell to pay if you screw with them like me.
My armpit Jared fears...
Ok, every time I raise my arm to stretch or pick my nose, what not, Jared acts like he has to vomit. I think he's joking. Well, HIS FACE! HIS FACE IS AN ARMPIT!! YEAH MAN, RENEWAL BY ANDERSON WE LOVE OUR NEW WINDOWS.
SOLS JEWELRY AND LOAN
SOLS JEWELRY AND LOAN
My blog today...
Well, I know a lot of people use this as a journal but I don't think that I want people seeing EVERYTHING I'm thinking. I think I will just stay evasive and not use any names or anything when I am writing about people.
For starters, I feel like some of my feelings are shoved aside. As if there are other problems that are more important than mine. There probably are. I just want to vent. There may not be anything that anyone can do for me, but being there is the main thing. I don't like when people make things just about them so I don't want to make this a "ME ME ME" session. I want to be my own role model and follow my own advice. Otherwise, hypocracy thy name is me.
Jared, my husband, just got a job at Walmart and I really hope he likes it. He's a hard worker and I think that people will see that if they just give him a chance. He seems shy when you first meet him, but really, I can't get him to shut up! He is also working part time at Runza, which he seems to like it. I just want him happy. I know its probably seen as unsuccessful if you move back in with your parents-but it seems to be working out really well. I really kind of wanted to move back home. Helping my mom is something I like to do and she really needs it. Her health has not been the best lately and I don't want to be a burden to her.
I really don't like selfish people. How hard is it to ask how someone else's day went? It really doesnt take that long, its going to make EVERYONE feel better. It will make you a better person to ask about others.
If you feel you're in over your head-like me, you may feel like you have no choice but to break down. Which is fine, but what does it solve? I'm trying to search for different things to do. I'm starting to enjoy playing a game with Jared and mom. Our game of choice lately is Monopoly, which she thinks she wins.... thinks that we will just waste our time playing. HA! Try again, lady. We started beating her the other night.
Activities are everything. I think another thing I'm going to try is walking. I want to lose some weight and exercise is good for you. I stopped eating meat a few days ago- and my test was at HuHot. I usually like to put beef in it but I ate it without beef and it tasted the same. I did try a Boca burger yesterday and I have to be honest... I can't tell if I like it alot or hate it. How can I NOT make up my mind, you ask? I don't know! Food is good but its a matter of finding what tastes good, is good for you, and also something that DOES NOT harm animals.
I think I'm going to wrap it up for now. I probably will have more to say again later.
HAVE A GOOD ONE PEOPLE!
For starters, I feel like some of my feelings are shoved aside. As if there are other problems that are more important than mine. There probably are. I just want to vent. There may not be anything that anyone can do for me, but being there is the main thing. I don't like when people make things just about them so I don't want to make this a "ME ME ME" session. I want to be my own role model and follow my own advice. Otherwise, hypocracy thy name is me.
Jared, my husband, just got a job at Walmart and I really hope he likes it. He's a hard worker and I think that people will see that if they just give him a chance. He seems shy when you first meet him, but really, I can't get him to shut up! He is also working part time at Runza, which he seems to like it. I just want him happy. I know its probably seen as unsuccessful if you move back in with your parents-but it seems to be working out really well. I really kind of wanted to move back home. Helping my mom is something I like to do and she really needs it. Her health has not been the best lately and I don't want to be a burden to her.
I really don't like selfish people. How hard is it to ask how someone else's day went? It really doesnt take that long, its going to make EVERYONE feel better. It will make you a better person to ask about others.
If you feel you're in over your head-like me, you may feel like you have no choice but to break down. Which is fine, but what does it solve? I'm trying to search for different things to do. I'm starting to enjoy playing a game with Jared and mom. Our game of choice lately is Monopoly, which she thinks she wins.... thinks that we will just waste our time playing. HA! Try again, lady. We started beating her the other night.
Activities are everything. I think another thing I'm going to try is walking. I want to lose some weight and exercise is good for you. I stopped eating meat a few days ago- and my test was at HuHot. I usually like to put beef in it but I ate it without beef and it tasted the same. I did try a Boca burger yesterday and I have to be honest... I can't tell if I like it alot or hate it. How can I NOT make up my mind, you ask? I don't know! Food is good but its a matter of finding what tastes good, is good for you, and also something that DOES NOT harm animals.
I think I'm going to wrap it up for now. I probably will have more to say again later.
HAVE A GOOD ONE PEOPLE!
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