Well, I know a lot of people use this as a journal but I don't think that I want people seeing EVERYTHING I'm thinking. I think I will just stay evasive and not use any names or anything when I am writing about people.
For starters, I feel like some of my feelings are shoved aside. As if there are other problems that are more important than mine. There probably are. I just want to vent. There may not be anything that anyone can do for me, but being there is the main thing. I don't like when people make things just about them so I don't want to make this a "ME ME ME" session. I want to be my own role model and follow my own advice. Otherwise, hypocracy thy name is me.
Jared, my husband, just got a job at Walmart and I really hope he likes it. He's a hard worker and I think that people will see that if they just give him a chance. He seems shy when you first meet him, but really, I can't get him to shut up! He is also working part time at Runza, which he seems to like it. I just want him happy. I know its probably seen as unsuccessful if you move back in with your parents-but it seems to be working out really well. I really kind of wanted to move back home. Helping my mom is something I like to do and she really needs it. Her health has not been the best lately and I don't want to be a burden to her.
I really don't like selfish people. How hard is it to ask how someone else's day went? It really doesnt take that long, its going to make EVERYONE feel better. It will make you a better person to ask about others.
If you feel you're in over your head-like me, you may feel like you have no choice but to break down. Which is fine, but what does it solve? I'm trying to search for different things to do. I'm starting to enjoy playing a game with Jared and mom. Our game of choice lately is Monopoly, which she thinks she wins.... thinks that we will just waste our time playing. HA! Try again, lady. We started beating her the other night.
Activities are everything. I think another thing I'm going to try is walking. I want to lose some weight and exercise is good for you. I stopped eating meat a few days ago- and my test was at HuHot. I usually like to put beef in it but I ate it without beef and it tasted the same. I did try a Boca burger yesterday and I have to be honest... I can't tell if I like it alot or hate it. How can I NOT make up my mind, you ask? I don't know! Food is good but its a matter of finding what tastes good, is good for you, and also something that DOES NOT harm animals.
I think I'm going to wrap it up for now. I probably will have more to say again later.
HAVE A GOOD ONE PEOPLE!
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